Assignments.

Thorndale “El” Stop

Seconds, minutes, hours, the streets lose count. Days, months, weeks, years. There’s a pothole in the middle of the intersection; it hasn’t been touched in a long while. Cars traveling down Broadway, southbound, avoid the pothole nimbly, jumping left or right around it and continue into traffic, slipping away to other places.

Above, the “El” slides to a jerky stop, passengers departing from the silver beast to swarm the street below. The go left and right too, just like the cars avoiding the pothole. They follow a slow line, crossing the street, blending into the foot-traffic already present at this busy intersection. The passengers who are left waiting for the other train become antsy, anxious. They’ve seen the train lights coming, they’ve felt the slight hope that comes with every train signal, every blast of the horn, every warning. They shift their weight, back and forth, on the platform as they sit there, stand there, either under the heat or out in the brisk wind.

The “El” is the life-giver to this intersection. It provides a stream of people, one constant moving body, yet individuals among them. It is the pumping heart, the engine, everything pulsing and throbbing, feeding the storefronts, the shops and the small diner at the corner.

It’s in the diner that you’ll find the regulars. These people chat with the waitress at the U-shaped bar in the center of the first room. They drink their coffee as she fills the bottles of ketchup and A1, smiling as a new set of patrons walk in. They seat themselves. In the middle of a swarming metropolis, a small town feel radiates from inside this small place.

“The Little Corner Restaurant” is a gathering place for a small amount of the people who pass around the corner and down the streets of this place. The waitress who seems to act as the hostess too went to Northwestern, long enough, but not too long ago. She tells me how she came to be here, and I find the story informal and sweet.

“My friend lived right over there,” she says, gesturing vaguely over her shoulder out the southwest window of the diner. “Over there,” must mean Edgewater, an eclectic neighborhood on the north side of Chicago. “We used to come over here to do our homework.”

I laugh; we talk about the fact that Northwestern students never had U-Passes and her attention is caught by the man seated closest to the kitchen. He’s smiling and waving his coffee cup.

The waitress, another one, not so young anymore, a mother, a grandmother, a quick-witted lady, refills our drinks. She tells the boys seated around me not to cause me any trouble, because she has three boys herself. She beams as she tells us that she is expecting another grandchild sometime in April.

I smile and I’m excited for her. It’s one of those times when genuine emotions spill from somewhere you weren’t sure you were hoarding them. She turns away, slender wrinkled hands picking up an empty place on their way away.

After breakfast, I pay at the cash register. It’s a large metal instrument, a relic from some other time. There are no digital number gracing it’s front, nothing except an odd clang as the waitress, sometimes hostess, punches in the total of my bill. It’s probably sat on that counter for more than 50 years, I ask, and she doesn’t even know.

“A long time,” is her only answer, followed by a smile. Her medium brown hair hardly moves as she hands me my change and tells me to have a nice day.

I open the doors and step out into the bright light of the day. I walk across the street, cutting through the traffic waiting at the red light. They wait to go, push past the white bars of crosswalks and burst free into the world.

I dodge an oncoming taxi, its horn blaring at me, shoving my still full self into a quick sprint across the two lanes. Safely on the sidewalk, I move to the right of the intersection, past a parking lot filled with cars. They sit there, patiently, waiting for their owners to return.

Across an alley, a small strip mall sits, crumbling under the “El.” The small parking lot is littered with taxis, empty and waiting for a fare. “VideoTown” is a business leftover from the 90’s when VHS tapes ruled the face of media. There are rows of crudely constructed shelves containing empty boxes. An indifferent teen mans the counter at the back, talking on his cell phone.

“We don’t have this one,” seems to be the most oft uttered phrase. He types neon words into a computer, spitting out neon numbers. It is a rudimentary database. Clientele from the Laundromat next door filter through, wandering aimlessly. I ask one of the men what he hopes to find, and he answers, “Shit, anything good.”

VHS tapes are still for sale, three rows, long shelves, tall enough to touch the ceiling. They sell for two dollars, says a sign quickly taped to one of the shelves. Old titles, new titles, random titles fill the shelves and line the walls.

The Laundromat seems to be a hub of activity. A middle-aged Asian man stands guard over his space. He stands by the window, watching. College students, families and the like gather there to do the necessary laundry for their lives. The last wash is at 8, doors close at 10.

The liquor store across the street is filling up. During the day, beer suppliers can be seen loading their wares. They sit stacked on the sidewalk. Passerby stare at them, perhaps longingly, perhaps in disgust. They walk by, looking back. I stand in the alley adjacent, watching.

There is a bakery with a red awning. No one goes in or out and I begin to wonder who would go in. It seems to sit silent and untouched. “Bunz” advertises cookies and other delightful backed goods. I’m not tempted. It seems no one is.

Pulses of people pour from the doors of the “El.” That’s what this corner is, a station full of hope for trains. People come and go, spend time killing time to see the train slide in on those infinite metal rails. Homeless men beg for spare change as a businessman picks up a newspaper and begins to read. It’s the way things are here, ever moving, ever changing, every day is another commute, another march up an avenue and down a street.

The Thorndale “El” stop is a colorful corner filled a vast amount of diverse people, but it is never stagnant. The block is shaped by its constant motion, its constant influx of people. At night, groups of kids will loiter here, cops will drive by slowly, lights on bright, and people will walk a little faster out of the doors of the station. The next day, the sun will dawn and the hours will tick by, the people will flow through and all will be the same.

This is my assignment for “One Block” an essay describing, well, one block.

It’s for the class that I hate, the one where I continuously lock horns (believe me, she has them) with the teacher, excuse me, professor. or doctor, or whatever she prefers to be called.

Also, I was in film class yesterday when my professor told me that he enjoyed my poetry that I wrote for the short film on youtube and that he’d like to see me in his screenwriting class next year. I was thrilled. So I will be attempting to learn screenplay writing and that’s actually quite beneficial to me because I’ve been getting more involved in the boys’ work, which does indeed involve the need of those programs such as Final Draft, Final Cut, etc.

Last night we watched the first forty five minutes of Hunter’s movie “Westin.”
He wrote it over two years ago, filmed it two years ago this May, and is finally seeing some results. The current editor is his fourth, so the post-production has been plagued by random issues. Some of the actors and some of us gathered in the living room to watch it. (It’s a horror movie, by the way). The amount of film edited takes us up to the first kill scene. The editor has sort of assembled the first kill scene and I’m not sure about it, but on the whole, the film looks beautiful.
I am so proud of Hunter. The shots were all beautiful and scenic, dramatic enough to hold attention. The script was what a horror film will need. It set everything up the right way.
I was quite pleased with the whole thing.

Concert Update

Monday, Monday. 

Emily’s mom and two sisters are still here, so in order to give them some space, I’ve been camped at the boys. I’ve been spending part of my days here and parts of them back at my house. It’s sort of like having two houses twenty minutes apart and it’s sort of weird.
Saturday night was a success. Last time, the “band” that Hunter is in had close to fifty or sixty people in attendance. This time, double that and add some more. It was intense. The basement was packed and it was hard to get through. I wiggled my way up to the front with Emily and some of our friends so that we could see what was going on. Of course, they were sorely unprepared as far as refreshments, but all in all, it was still a rocking time.
Hunter and I left with some of his friends and went back to his house (with a quick stop for coffee) to wait for his brother and some guys from a couple of actual bands that were going to sleep at the boys’ house. 
I met his brother for the first time, which went pretty well I think. Actually, I know that for a fact. I’d met most of the other dudes back in April when I was visiting and it was good to see them again.
I also asked them if they’d be interested in doing music for the production company in Missouri that I’ve been sort of, but not really, working for. 
They seemed to be for that, so that means that I’ve done my job for the week!
Ha, yes.
I’m going to start taking walks. Hey Mumu, will you please please send me the running shoes in my closet? Thanks in advance. So my first step is to walk between the boys house and my house.
I’m going to do that now. Maybe.

Sm-or-gas-bo-a-rd-of-th-ings

I’m up at 8:40 on a Saturday.
And there may be very little hope of going back to sleep.
Ha, I will sleep.

Midterm grades are back:
Broadcast A
Intro to Film Production: A
Ethics: B
Advertising: B-
Literary Journalism with Connie Fletcher, the most evil woman to ever set foot on the face of the Earth, no worse, the most terrifying soul that has ever entered a life form: Oh, I don’t know. No idea. Somewhere between a C and an A. Maybe if I’m lucky a B, but if she’s cackling over her grade book as I know she is, probably a C.

I’m not sure if you remember the Mrs. Piggle-Wiggle books? On Thursday morning, Hunter, Kyle, Coupe and I went to see a children’s play directed by Hunter’s teacher based on Mrs. Piggle-Wiggle.
Surprisingly, we were all more than moderately entertained.

I do love Emily and things are back on track as far as our relationship.
Hunter and I have been together for 5 months tomorrow and even that is going well.
Things may be hectic, but they’re looking up.

Spring, please come soon!!!

Love,
Katie

Winter End Stretch

Here I am, the first week back from a very uneventful spring break, exhausted. I am tired.
There’s nothing to be done about it.
I need winter to end. I need to push through until the end of the semester. And then, who knows?
Ugh. So much uncertainty and so many questions. The future is looming in front of me and I’m terrified.

Emily and I have been watching “Friends” all night and it’s been nice.

The short horror film that Hunter acted in during the fall is hitting the festival circuit. It’s for sure going to be shown at the British Film Festival in L.A. in early May. Even though it’s only a 2o minute film, this is wonderful news.

The romance novel is stagnant. Apparently, you have to be awake to write. Who knew?

I hope that spring is settling in wherever you are.

Year in Pictures

Hunter’s doberman Otto on the way back from Wisconsin.

Chicago in the rain.


Chicago in the rain.

Lakefront property. Dusk

Bonfire. Crivitz, Wisconsin


Sarah and I


Hunter and I

Emily and I and our peace cheesecake on Inauguration Day.

Hunter and I at the prom party.


Melly and I

Hunter and I

Emily, Sarah, and I


Emily, Me, Little Emily, Megan

PROM v. 2009

Me and Hunter, who was officially my prom date

Hunter’s roommate Coupe and I dancing
Coupe and I
Hunter and I under the balloon archway.
Part of the crew: from left, Trif, Hunter, Kyle and me

I had more fun at a prom party than I ever did at prom the first time, although the entire time, I mourned my dress. I wore my Easter dress, but things went wonderfully. I even made punch, prom-style, which was a huge hit at the party. Cheese puffs, cheap chips and dollar popcorn rounded out the list of prom refreshments. We blew up balloons and the boys made an arch of them for photo-ops.
Of course, as the night wore on, the balloons began to disappear. POP! you’d hear. POP! POP!
Dancing was minimal but definitely happened. It was really nice to see people.

When I come home for spring break, I will have minimally horrendous hair. I always cut Kyle’s hair, which he enjoys. I have no idea what I’m doing, but for some reason, he’s always thrilled with the results. Last night after the Oscars, Hunter and a pair of scissors had a date with my hair. I lost two inches. He kept jumping around, telling me he was giving me the choppy, spiky look, and my face was scrunched up in absolute terror. The jury’s still out on whether or not I like the look. But it was hilarious and so totally worth it either way. I also decided to grow my hair all the way out, so for the next while, there won’t be any short hair, which may be a good thing.

After midterms, we are going to Hunter’s cabin in Wisconsin, and I’ll be there through the weekend.
I’ll be home next Monday through next Saturday. So I hope to see everyone!

Prom.


Hunter is throwing a formal party this weekend, in honor of Emily being away at Randy’s formal in Kansas City.
I still don’t have a date, but I am expecting him to get around to asking me at any time. I’ve been teasing him about it all week. It’s going to be like prom, only better. Because I’m sure you remember my prom experience. I looked great, but had a fail date. Ugh. So hopefully, my dress will arrive in time, and if not, it’s cool, because I’m going to wear my Halloween costume dress all over again.
So either way, I am going to look awesome and have a great time!

Also, I’ve been sick this week, but I have been in a great mood.
Next weekend, after all of my midterms, Hunter and I are going to head up to Wisconsin and hang out at his cabin for the weekend, and then I’ll fly back to Denver and then hang out for a few days and then fly back to Chicago and then finish the semester.
I’m sort of doing PR for Emily’s Randy’s production company. I mean, it’s not a huge thing, but it’s going to get me a little bit of experience.
I NEED to find an internship. I’m nervous. You know how scared I get about new things. It’s ever-present, breathing down the back of my neck kind of fear. I’m anxious. So let’s hope for the best here. I have zero idea what I want to do with my life.
As soon as I get my computer back, a romance novel will be in the works, but I don’t feel as though that will be getting very far very fast. Hopefully by the end of the summer, I’ll have something to show for it.
I’ll be taking summer classes, obviously, and living here and doing some traveling and hoping to head to Africa or South America and get some volunteering in. So here’s to me finding an internship, building a resume, somehow managing to create a career path while making enough money to travel a bit and get back to Denver to hang out and then building a life.
UGH.
Good news, though, I found some houses that I love.
So you know, that’s a plus.

I hope your day has been filled with love and peace!

What do you think of the stimulus bill??

Email Insults.

Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks.
Separately, Howard angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation’s mosques. Quote: ‘IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians.’
‘This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom’
‘We speak mainly ENGLISH, not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society . Learn the language!’
‘Most Australians believe in God. This is not some Christian, right wing, political push, but a fact, because Christian men and women, on Christian principles, founded this nation, and this is clearly documented. It is certainly appropriate to display it on the walls of our schools. If God offends you, then I suggest you consider another part of the world as your new home, because God is part of our culture.’
‘We will accept your beliefs, and will not question why. All we ask is that you accept ours, and live in harmony and peaceful enjoyment with us.’
‘This is OUR COUNTRY, OUR LAND, and OUR LIFESTYLE, and we will allow you every opportunity to enjoy all this. But once you are done complaining, whining, and griping about Our Flag, Our Pledge, Our Christian beliefs, or Our Way of Life, I highly encourage you take advantage of one other great Australian freedom,
‘THE RIGHT TO LEAVE’.’ ‘If you aren’t happy here then LEAVE. We didn’t force you to come here. You asked to be here. So accept the country YOU accepted.’
Maybe if we circulate this amongst ourselves, American citizens will find the backbone to start speaking and voicing the same truths.
If you agree please SEND THIS ON…IF NOT, DELETE!!

I worry about the state of our country when I find things such as the one posted previous in my inbox. I get several emails a day preaching Christian beliefs and how they should be tied in with government, but let me remind you of a simple fact, one that I hold dear to my heart:

SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE
Now see, the things that you believe may be one thing, but this is NOT a Christian country! No matter how hard you try, you still have to coexist with people who share different beliefs! GASP! oh no! Muslims? God, save us all!
We good Christians killed the Native American’s in order to become the “Americans” that we are so proud to be.
So while I support everyone being able to speak English, I won’t support this (or Australia’s) right to push people away based solely on their “immigrant” status.
And this “backbone,” you wish you had…trust me, if you had it, you’d be shuffling away from black people on the bus, making Jews wear stars of David on their coats and burning mosques.
Let’s not, really.

We’re all transplants. We share the world. Let’s share our lifestyles and our love. Let’s end hate and discrimination….isn’t that what Jesus would do?

Oh, and by the way, I deleted the email. Perhaps I should have deleted this post, but I felt that it deserved some attention.

Update.

With the fever came the tears. Great hiccuping sobs that wouldn’t stop. My eyes were red, full of water, my body ached and burned, my head was throbbing. He brought me tea and held me until I stopped crying and even then nothing felt better. The heat was quickly replaced by the cold, the feeling that you’ll never be warm again, which was quickly replaced by the feeling that you are cooking, baking from the inside, which was quickly replaced by the chill….
I felt no better this morning and as of 8:30 tonight, I am feeling the same. Terrible.
This flu-like bug is hurting me. I missed class (no surprise) but for the first time in a long time, I had a legitimate excuse.
So here’s hoping that tomorrow I’ll wake up and be magically healed, some sort of gift.

Valentine’s Day was uneventful.
We passed the four month mark.

Emily passed her test with flying colors (98%) and is currently serving customers as I type this.

It rained in Chicago and I was able to remember what Simon looked like. He needs an official car wash but something tells me that it’ll have to wait until April.

I need to get a summer internship.
Or a job.
Or something.

I am stressed out.
The other day, I spent the entire afternoon cleaning my room. It felt nice. I put up some new pictures and stuff, and I was hoping that it would stay clean for awhile. It didn’t, but you know…It was worth the effort.

Thanks so much for the Valentine’s Day cards. I bought some, but haven’t sent them out. Ha, don’t think you won’t get them though, they are beautiful.